2012

2011 wasnt just a normal year, yes it had its ups and downs, but over the past 365 days in 2011 I realized a lot about myself and the affects of the past. I didnt love myself, I was completely empty at points just going through the motions like a zombie, and then I realized enough is enough. I made one of the toughest decisions I have ever had to (twice) in my life, and that was to knowingly walk away and say goodbye to a person who had literally had the hugest impact both good and bad on my life. Not going to lie, it wasn’t easy and it sucked a lot but in the end I realized that I had loved that person more than I loved my self and that wasn’t okay! My tattoo “solo amore” is dedicated to that, in Italian it means one or only love, and that’s all I want in my life from 2012 till forever.

So what 2012 means to me is it’s about loving myself and being me, and not letting the past dictate my future but embrace uncertainty and enjoy the journey! I might make some mistakes, but from each mistake there is also a lesson and usually a laugh! So here’s to 2012 and all of its adventures I can’t wait to enjoy!!!